The end of treatment.

Today, I had my last radiation treatment. I'm glad it's all over. I saw Dr. Gore yesterday and since there weren't any issues, I will see her again for follow-up in January. At my last session today, I received a certificate that says "Happiness is the last day of radiation!". I also got to bring home the mesh mask that was used to ensure I was positioned correctly every day. I was going to ask for it anyways, but they offered it to me. In the photo below, you can see some of the markings they used to ensure I was lined up correctly with the lasers built into the ceiling. You can also see an outline of part of the area that received radiation.

My radiation mask

When I left radiation for the last time, the two technicians that were working gave me a hug. I thanked them for everything and left. Maria took a half day off work to spend time with me in celebration of finishing treatment. We met up at home, then had a great lunch at Ruby Tuesday and saw a movie.

My next steps now are: 1. to have my port removed as soon as possible and 2. get a PET scan in December and meet with Dr. Fenske for the results. I anticipate the results of the PET scan being good and hoping to hear that I am officially in remission.

I guess tomorrow my life returns to normal... well, as normal as it can be. I'm not sure how I'm feeling about everything right now. I should feel more excited or relieved, but I think the daunting prospect of having to find a job is weighing heavily on my mind. I am glad I don't have to go to the hospital on a regular basis anymore. Maybe once I am told that I'm officially in remission, I will feel more happy. For now, I'm OK and trying to be optimistic.